10/28/2023
I want to thank all of Yu that's helped me during the fiasco I found myself in, mainly due to my empathetic personality sometimes finds the as****es bent on there own personal gain without concern of how much destruction it causes others but I truely believe i was put in this scenario for a reason, and will be found innocent because it was meant to show me something, not because i was actually at fault.
I think we're all on the same page, thinking in the back of our minds of how this could be the "end times" and one thing just keeps sticking out to me about the Bible but don't quote me as I'm no Preacher, teacher, deacon, or revrun. But it says something along the lines -
"I will put brother against brother, father's against sons etc etc, and in the end I will put those on display for all to see the atrocities they bear for all to witness, and I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger for you are not truly thy brothers keeper and will know this is my doing for I am the Lord" something like that but those quotes have ALWAYS been in the back of my mind,....
That quote can be misinterpreted..... Here's what it tells me -
"For all those people going steadily Sunday after Sunday, or more, that preach or attend those type of services, are frauds, and I will show you exactly who, and how deep of frauds they are, for when it's time to be thy brothers keeper they will stray, and leave Yu defenseless on your own, fighting wars you did not seek. I will show you YOUR true brothers (family's) keepers and upon the outcome of those wars I will strike down with great vengeance for leaving those who needed there brothers, father's, family, etc. And in so doing both sides will know that is has been done by the Lord by the one side going to his side and the other showing they are not where they thought they were going to end up even with their perfect weekly attendance......
This speaks volumes to me because I've been shown I have one side of my family and that's my mom's side, each trial I've faced, I've came out of it fighting with that side of my family. On the other side with less then a pat on the back let alone apology for the things they'd say or think about me while going thru anything, shrug it off, maybe get a "knew ya had it in ya" by one but thatd be the extent and i appreciate that from them and if it was up to that one person im sure theyd be in my corner as well but i understand fully so that person is expemt and i hope she knows who she is, she's kindest lady yull ever meet on the planet and the only one that's never gave up on me on that side.
So thank you Mom Gemma, Mickie Merckle Danielle Lallathin just to name a few thats always had my back no matter the circumstances ,it doesnt go unnoticed by me or the big man upstairs and I wanted you to know that as well To everyone else in my corner that's helped me, or been a friend, etc. Thank you and God bless you. Thank you all for the support, I'll get thru this trying time the best I can and I pray if the circumstances I've come to, whether it be issues with bloodline or current events, if they ever show face in your family that you can be and stay strong knowing your not the only one.
Thank You All.
Dj