09/23/2024
After a day of complete sensory overload, meeting so many new people, and seeing those I’ve known for a while, and taking a day to just breathe, it finally hit me. Happiness, shock, and disbelief. I never got into this hobby looking for awards or others’ approval. I just wanted to build what I liked. But it was more than that, there’s a story to go along with it that I’ve only shared with those who know me well.
You see, back in December of 2009 through May of 2010 I deployed to Afghanistan. I came back with a lot of problems and no real way to cope. I was into Volkswagens at the time and went with a group to a car show. There, I saw my first Ratrod and thought it was the coolest thing ever. Like a running/driving hot wheels car. Those cars then stuck engrained into my brain housing group. They were different. They stood out and the crazy thing was, there was no paint, body work, or flashy chrome. They were rough around the edges and there was a feeling that they were like myself. They didn’t fit in, they were well worn, but functioned(mostly). Fast forward a few years(2013), out of the Marine Corps, divorced, now in Montana, a semi-functioning alcoholic, and absolutely miserable. An aquaintance of mine invited me to a car show in Missoula and I had nothing better to do for the weekend so I went. Took my 74 VW bus to camp in and even took my exe’s dog with me. Come to find out, it was a ratrod show and I was bit again. I came home and immediately went on the hunt for my next project and as you all know, one followed the other and then followed the next. I was addicted but more so, I finally found the therapy that the VA couldn’t provide me. In the solitude of building these rolling works of art, I found who I really was and learned out how to function sober. Truly the best therapy I could have found, even if no one else around understood.
So here I am now, 11 years later, 9 years sober, and happier than ever. I want to say thank you to Tracy Ripley,Jerry Ripley,Jeremy Amendola, and the rest of the crew over at Ratrod Magazine for what you have done not only for me but the rest of our community of misfits.